Here We Are Again

This place is beginning to become way too familiar. All to a point where I'm starting to worry I'm becoming abusive to my own heart. 

How did I get here again?

I did everything I could to make sure this wouldn't happen. I put my entire heart into everything I believed in. I held onto what was good, I kept no records of wrong, and I listened to His voice through it all. I heard Him loud and clear when He whispered the promise He had for me. So what is this? Did I miss something?

To my broken heart: 

I am so sorry if I mislead you. I am so sorry if I misheard His voice for my own.

Here we are again, but it won't be like the rest of times. You see, this time it was worth it. This time we got to know the heart of a genuine, Godly man. Lets remember to love, even when it hurts. Lets remember to keep believing in God's greater plan, even when it hurts. Lets not lose sight of His promise for us, even when it hurts so bad. 

This time... it's going to be okay.